I can feel it. Us drifting apart. We started out.. texting eachother right when we woke up. Seeing eachother every minute that we could.. and loving every second of it. You changed me, made me want to party less..lay around with you more. You got me going to church with you every sunday. Everything our relationship has brought is good.. but is it going south? I work all the time, as do you. Your about to move 2 hours away, and your having second thoughts bc of me (i think) you shouldn't have second thoughts, you should go to the better job and finish school like planned. its best, and youd be so much happier there with your dad. But even though we say itll be fine, will we last? Seeing eachother every weekend, if that? When we text, its not exciting or about anything. Sometimes I dont text you back, bc im bored with it. Usually I just keep texting you back and act interested just so you dont think Im mad at you. When we make love, its not how it used to be. You used to do everything you could to make ME happy.. in everyway. Now, it kinda feels like im in a porno. Its not making love anymore, its just sex. I dont want to give up..... but something is deffinately wrong. Maybe its because my ex.. who I was completely crazy over ( but screwed me over ) keeps begging me back..I didnt tell you bc secretly, I like talking to him. Hes stationed in NC.. 10 hrs away. He wants us to get married.. he wants me forever.. and keeps reminding me about how much he loves me and misses me. He texts me all the time...unlike you. You'd never do to me what he did, but then again.. we've never had the passion that me and him had.... I am horrible at relationships.. but i was always so faithful and good to him... as i am with you... but now i find myself having second thoughts.... :( maybe i should become lesbian. lol jk. | 
